so, it only happened in my mind, i guess

"age is an issue of mind over matter. if you don't mind, it doesn't matter." twain.

so, it only happened in my mind, i guess.
i though i saw you back. i though i saw you smile.
i though i feel like smiling back. i though everything is all right.
but all i can see in front of me, was just my phone.
and an empty chair.

so, it only happened in my mind, i guess.
i though we talk it out. i though you read my mind.
i though you know who i am. i though we have it all.
but all i can see in front of me, was just my face.
and it didn't look so happy.

when everything good only happened in my mind.
what were we doing, then?